Saturday, 23 May 2015

Outdoors day

Hi everyone,

Today turned out to be a more productive day than I expected.

The morning itself was pretty slow: I had a few things to do inside and Muchael and I were both kind of killing time waiting for the old boy to finish harrowing after a bit of a fight to get the Chamberlain tractor going.  About the only thing of any significance I did was to punch a new hole in my belt to stop my trousers falling down. Healthy living probs!  I couldn't find a leather punch, so I made do with a centre punch, a dollying  hammer and a sawhorse with holes bored in it.  Classy or what?


Just before lunch I took it into my head to make some cornbread, of which more in my next post.

Lunch rolled around and afterwards Michael and pulled three of the wheels off of his backhoe for replacement (in Shepparton).  The sun had well and truly come out and it was a beautiful autumn afternoon.

Later in the afternoon we got the calves and cows in again for another bout of antiscour medication. Think the calf will be ok by tomorrow.


Much excitement when we went to get the seed spreader off of the truck.  We were getting the straps and chains off it while the old boy went to get the backhoe. There was a very loud BANG from the shed and Michael and I scurried in to find the backhoe's battery had exploded!  No damage, but there was then a longish delay as we sourced another battery and leads to fit it.  As you can see, it was a decent explosion:


Battery issues sorted, we lifted the spreader down and I gave the dog one last walk.


Not much else to night.  Got an early night tonight and looking forward some sleep!

Friday, 22 May 2015

Water and Dry

Hi everyone,

Starting this post with a glass of wine before dinner.


It's been an underwhelming day I must say.  The morning was spent preparing for the job interview this afternoon.  So, not exciting but gratifying because the information came readily to hand and the thoughts and ideas were readily flowing.

After lunch (the last of the vine leaves, Strassburg sausage and cheddar) I drove over to Tatura for the interview. Not much need to rehash it in detail: don't feel I shone really but also no big missteps.  It'd be a maternity leave contract with a hard end date in April 2016.

Something that may affect it one way or another is that the Bureau of Meteorology is prognosticating a long El Niño weather pattern, which means up to two years of below average rainfall and warmer summers (according to reports in the Country News and the Sydney Morning Herald). So, rough times ahead for rural Australia.  The big-picture situation isn't helped by the fact that farmers here tend to be deeply, deeply sceptical on the subject of climate change and react to suggestions of long term dry conditions in the same way as a mediæval churchman responded to heresy.  Regardless of the denials, conditions are still dry here: even the big dam here is still dropping and there's debris I've never yet seen appearing above the water now.


Post interview I went to Shepparton to pick up some groceries and extra food (Fran and Michael will be up this weekend) and stopped to post mail at Shepparton East.


Back to the farm a bit before sundown as the old boy had asked me to be back to give a couple of cakes their anti-scour tablets as he didn't feel he could bend to do it.  A bit exasperatingly, after we got the calves in he gave them the tablets themselves. I wouldn't have minded, but if I hadn't come back for that I would have squeezed in a run on the Goulburn River Trail while I was out.


It's a chilly evening here right now and the fire is very welcome.


I may call it an early night: usually folks want to watch Miss Fisher's Murder Mysteries, which I find tiresome (basically, a series made by Australian liberals sneering at the Bad Old Days of eeeeeevil conservatives, stupidly credulous Catholics and poor victimised minorities; this would be ok if it wasn't produced at public expense!).  We'll see. I may do a follow up post later.

Enjoy your evening!

Thursday, 21 May 2015

Rattle and clang

Hi everyone,

Cooler day here: an oddish sort of day that felt like being in one of those Crazy Cars some of us had as kids where every wheel revolved on a slightly eccentric axis.

The day started a bit crummily with a frosty exchange with the old boy that somehow arose out of the fact that United Energy had cut a lock on the property at Mt Martha to respond to an unspecified 'emergency'. He's been similarly a bit unhappy that the Country Fire Authority can do the same when fire fighting. It feels like somehow he holds me to blame for this sort of thing because I'm a lawyer and an SES volunteer. Despite this, we were able to work together to feed out some hay and get a smudge bar ready for the tractor. It's just hard when you find yourself losing respect for someone you know you should respect.

Lunch came around and I opened a long-forgotten jar of brined vine leaves (they go awesome well as wraps for bacon!). Post lunch the parental units went to town to buy Scourban for a calf - in case we needed to get it and bits mother in I set feed in the yards and ran a trough of water. I also fired up the computer and transferred the current instalment of child support to the ex. I guess this means I can arrange a Skype date with the girls. The ex has never made Skype conditional on support payments, I should say, but I just can't feel right about  trying to be a father when my first duty as  a father - to support my darling girls - is something I'm struggling to do. It's like eating dessert before dinner itself, in a way.




Just after I'd done all that I received some stellar news: I was asked to attend a local enterprise tomorrow afternoon for a legal officer role.  I'm really excited for this and have a good feeling about it!

As I had some alone time I also decided to try something I'd thought about for a long time: I did one of the video ballet classes I downloaded from YouTube. Yes, I know it must sound bizarre for a 37 year old man to be experimenting with such a thing. I don't care: my hands are comfortable with a chainsaw, a rifle, a fountain pen and a steering wheel; why should they not wish to get a feel for another art. Certainly I'm confident enough in my manhood (and thick-enough skinned, which is much the same thing) not to give a damn what others may think.  Anyway, it was surely an interesting experience. Two things struck me. First, I got an odd but strong sense that dance may be able to express things that music alone cannot and that prose could not get within cooee of. Second, I was struck how many of the postures and positions are for all the world like those I learned in karate years and years ago (in case you're wondering: my highest rank was Shodan-Ho, attained Dec. 1994). I'm rather looking forward to learning more!

The dog and I went back around the cattle at about 4pm; all was well. The light let me take a picture of a cut tree with an oddly twisted pattern on it.


The other thing I spotted was this photo below.  I can't help but wonder what's been tunnelling into the tree to generate that heap of tailings! 


SES training this evening - a really productive and instructive session in Z-pattern pulley systems.  Put into application it was stunning to see how much we could move: two people had no problem pulling a Nissan Patrol uphill with the system in operation.

It was bloody cold this evening while we were messing about with ropes and pulleys. I have to say, when I hit back here I was a bit jealous of the warm spot the cat has secured in from of the fire!


The cat's no fool!

With that, I think it's bedtime.  Big day tomorrow!

More as it happens 

Wednesday, 20 May 2015

Cooling down

Hi everyone,

Hoping I can post this before my battery dies.  Cooler day today and it was a bit of an effort to get moving.

Kicked off the day by taking the dog fur a walk.  I'm kind of fascinated by a sign in one of the power poles here: it's an old style one - SEC for the (now disbanded) State Electricity Commission, and HV for "high voltage".  I get fascinated by weird things, no?


I had to come back to the house and attend to a few things, and after lunch the dog and I went back down the paddock to move a stray calf down the fence line and through a gate to get him back with his mother.


As you can see, when he got back to her he'd gotten just a bit hungry!


Back to the house to give it a cleanup.  I'd listened to Books and Arts on ABC Radio National in the morning so I was mostly composing another blogpost in my head as I did so. Not sure whether this did or did not help with taking the  glass on the wood heater from this ...


... to this ...


Parental units returned from the south today. The old boy went back to harrowing so I took the opportunity for some cycling - as threatening as the clouds look there's only been a trifling shower.


Applied for a couple more jobs - cleaning and labouring.  But, I have a germ of an idea forming.  One must keep trying.

More tomorrow.

Tuesday, 19 May 2015

Tuesday Bookday - A Linkup

Last week I wrote a book-themed blogpost looking at the things I’m reading at present.  I noted that I’m not reading any fiction at present, and haven’t read any for some time.  The other day it struck me that this may be causing me to miss useful insights about the world.

A useful way of seeing the world is as tragedy.  Now, tragedy doesn’t just mean “bad things happening”, or even “really bad things happening”.  What it describes is two (or more) people who are subject to forces or drives or motivations they cannot control.  These forces lead them to destroy each other, even against their own wishes.  Tragedy gets its power from how characters pursue what they believe right, and how they endure the resulting pain.

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In the last Tuesday Bookday post I said that a work of fiction I’ve read recently is J.R.R. Tolkien’s The Silmarillion.  This book is a tragedy bound up with the jewels of that name.  Melkor (a.k.a. Morgoth) “lusted for the Silmarils, and the very memory of their radiance was a gnawing fire in his heart” (1).  After Melkor steals the jewels, Fëanor and his family swear oath to recover them at any cost:
They swore an oath which none shall break, and none should take, by the name even of Ilúvatar, calling the Everlasting Dark upon them if they kept it not; and Manwë they named in witness, and Varda, and the hallowed mountain of Taniquetil, vowing to pursue with vengeance and hatred to the ends of the World Vala, Demon, Elf or Man as yet unborn, or any creature, great or small, good or evil, that time should bring forth unto the end of days, whoso should hold or take or keep a Silmaril from their possession. (2)


Almost all of the action in the book flows from the consequences of that oath.  The story is tragic because these forces are equally (il)legitimate: Melkor/Morgoth is wrong, but also acting consistently with his nature; Fëanor is right, but desires the jewels beyond all reason (3).  Neither is angelic; both are heroic.

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I thought about this because I was pondering the American Civil War.  Now, I’m a foreigner, and my daughters live in Louisiana.  My heart is predictably with the Confederacy (wrong but romantic!) rather than the Union (right but dreary!).  What gives me pause is that I have many African-American friends who I think would be understandably disgusted by this.  Even impeccably conservative historians accept that the war was fundamentally about the preservation (or otherwise) of slavery (4).  How can I both honour my own instincts and not seem to scorn my friends? Only by considering the Civil War as the tragedy it was: Southern slaveholders could legitimately claim that slavery (while wrongful) was sanctioned by law; Northern abolitionists (while morally right) were willing to break that law (5).  Seeing the War as a tragedy makes sympathy and honour for either side proper.  Tragedy highlights their willingness to fight for what they believed right, and to endure the pain this entailed.

What about you?  Have you read a novel or play that has helped you make sense of
the world we live in, or that gave you an insight you could not get anywhere else?






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(1) J.R.R. Tolkien,The Silmarillion (1979) at 79.
(2) Id. at 97-8.
(3) A line I have shamelessly knocked off from Albert Camus, ‘On the Future of Tragedy’, transl. E.C. Kennedy in P. Thody (ed.), Lyrical and Critical Essays (1968) at 301.
(4) L. Schweikart and M. Allen, A Patriot’s History of the United States (2004) at 294.
(5) Id. at 289; Arthur Rizer, ‘Abraham Lincoln: Slavery Hunter’ (2015) 19(2) The Young Lawyer 17.

Monday, 18 May 2015

Peace and quiet

Hi everyone,

Another warm day! Things kicked off with a couple of phone calls - one regarding a legal job I applied for (the conversation with the recruiter was going well until he said the name of the employer; it turns out to be one who I've already applied to and whose conduct was so shameful I threatened to report them to the Law Institute). The other was about a job as a cattle hoof trimmer (nobody can say I'm leaving an employment stone unturned!).

The parental units are off to the south for a few days at a funeral, which gives me some peace and quiet and a chance to get some things done on the farm: often it's easier to do things and present the old boy with a fait accompli than to argue the toss with him.

Before they could go they had to evict the cat from his sunbed on the dashboard of their car ...


... and after they were gone I went into town for my appointment with the blood bank. I'm happy to report that all my stats are healthy!


I ran a few errands in town while I was there - some groceries and odds and ends ...


... including a rockmelon which was partly eaten for dinner.


Took the dog for a longish walk in the afternoon in the timber in the bull's paddock.  The bull himself is looking very poor; a few weeks on better feed would do wonders for him (also, if you're wondering, that calf with scours from yesterday was fine this morning!).  I'd forgetten the hollow trees in the bull's paddock. Wonderful shelter for animals.


Went for a ride in the late afternoon to loosen my legs post yesterday.  Planned on 13 kms but had to cut it short for want of light. In the event, 10kms was certainly enough!

Another cool night tonight. Not sure what's up for tomorrow but would certainly love to caught up with writing.

More tomorrow. 


Sunday, 17 May 2015

Wood and running

Hi everyone,

I'm wondering how long this run of good weather can possibly last.  Being able to work outside without a pullover on is all kinds of good.

I tackled some computer stuff in the morning, applying for jobs and updating my Goodreads account. Jobs are actually promising: as well as the usual labouring work, some more legal jobs are showing up including one with Australian Red Cross for which I might be a prospect.  I am hopeful.

Once I'd attended to this, Michael and I got into cutting up a pile of timber for firewood which had been drying out for about 6 months.


I have no desire to end up as deaf as the old boy and so I grabbed some earplugs from my SES gear and also the glasses that were a keepsake from the VP&ES Games the other month.  Sunnies turn out to rather suit me!


The only thing that I hadn't counted on was that as we were cutting up hardwood, it generated a fine sawdust that hung in the air and that you breathed in. For a while I was even tempted to go and get my P2 mask!

Anyway, it too us about two hours to convert this ...


... to this ...


... and ultimately to this -


All up, probably about six week's wood I think.

After lunch I had some time spare and I squeezed in a much needed run - I think it's my first since Lismore. I was thinking about 10kms but my legs felt great and strong and it wound up being about 15.5 kms at just under(!) 6 mins/km which I'm very pleased about. As you can see, conditions were perfect!


I got back just as the sun was hitting the horizon.  Took the dog for a quick walk and held a calf down so the poor thing could be given some Scourban. The old boy doesn't think it'll survive; my instinct is it will. I guess we'll see.


Not much else to report.  Will possibly write a review of Catching Milat tomorrow although not I'm sure it's worth it: truly awful tv!

More tomorrow.