Wednesday 29 April 2015

Failure to Start

Hi everyone,

How are things?  It's been a bit of a non-starter day here today.

Took the dog for a good long walk in the morning - about 5 kms.  Kind of struck by how different our side of the fence looks compared to the neighbour, who had crops in last season



Looked for work on the computer. Feels kind of futile is the truth of it: one of the baddest sides of the constant knockbacks is that eventually you reach a point where in applying for work you feel like you're just going through the motions. A couple of good jobs have shown up, but I feel like "what's the point?".

Reading and a few other things in afternoon.  The old boy got back about 5pm with heifers to unload, and then asked me to come round the rest of the cattle with him. This was fine but messed up my plans for a run or a ride; planked and did weights for a bit instead.

More tomorrow.

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